Judgment.

Hello mis sexy and mis beautiful Angelica wahahaha don’t believe that o I mean Hi to you.

I don’t know what to say on this email that you have sent me but I agree to what you say.
I cannot post the content of your letter here cause it content can we say harsh or disrespectfull language against your instructor? so sorry.
But, before you make any decision, on whether you stop or continue on your study, can you read this story?
I don’t know if this will help you but this story give me a little strength or encouragement each time that I'm going to read it.
But before we proceed, to tell you the truth what happen to you in some of your subjects had happen to me before.
In fact, that is the reason why I was force to transfer to other university but lets not discuss that cause I might not be able to control my self and mention some language here that might offense the feelings of those adorable and respectable person?????????? Damn.
In fact, just last sem, I have an inc grade in one of my subject and when I inquire on that instructor why he gave me that grade, the first that he said was that I did not submit my examination paper though I submit ha?
Later when I said that I will just resubmit it together with the completion form, he said that he found my test paper and on the last day of completion, I inquire on why he did not submit my grade and I was surprise on what he said! He told me that I am not the one who is typing my answer, and when I said that he can ask those people there at the faculty whether that is true or not he said again that I failed in my exam!!!!!!!!!
So I conclude that he just don’t want to pass me and because of my disappointment, I just left but lets not discuss that further cause it make me sick. Crap!!!!! Damn.
I was able to save the question and my answer and I can post that here? But of course its easy to say that I have edited it.
You understand why I said that I am typing my answer if you will see me personally. In fact, I need someone who will read to me the question if I am taking my exam and maybe, you might alsow be one of those people who believe that I should not take this course.
I will upload my picture here or I will just email it to you so that you can see me even only in picture. Alright?
That is if you really don’t know me personally and I hope you don’t cause I don’t want being fooled.

And always bear this in mind, The best is yet to come.

Read this story.

This was told to me by a fellow passenger on a bus when I went home one time and I was able to find the text so I am telling it to you or to all the reader of this blog alsow cause it might help you in making your decision wahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Cause guys? Don’t judge your self but most of all don’t let other people judge you.
I mean don’t allow them to tell to you that you are wrong in your decision so this is what you should do.


This is one of my favorite story.
I should have post this on my other blog but I decided to post it here.





Judgement

Judgement means a stale state of mind. And the mind always wants judgement, because to be in an unknown process is always hazardous and uncomfortable.
Be very, very courageous, don't stop growing; live in the moment, simply stay in the flow of life.

This story happened in the days of Lao Tzu in China, and Lao Tzu loved it very much:

There was an old man in a village, very poor, but even kings were jealous of him because he had a beautiful white horse. Kings offered fabulous prizes
for the horse, but the man would say, "This horse is not a horse to me, he is a person. And how can you sell a person, a friend?" The man was poor, but
he never sold the horse.

One morning he found that the horse was not in the stable. The whole village gathered and said, "You foolish old man! We knew that someday the horse would
be stolen. It would have been better to sell it. What a misfortune!"

The old man said, "Don't go so far as to say that. Simply say that the horse is not in the stable. This is the fact; everything else is judgement. Whether
it is a misfortune or a blessing I don't know, because this is just a fragment. Who knows what is going to follow it?"

People laughed at the old man. They had always known he was a little crazy. But after fifteen days, suddenly one night the horse returned. He had not been
stolen, he had escaped into the wild. And not only had he return, he brought a dozen wild horses with him.

Again the people gathered and they said, "Old man, you were right. This was not a misfortune, it has indeed proved to be a blessing."

The old man said, "Again you are going too far. Just say that the horse is back... who knows whether it is a blessing or not?" It is only a fragment. You
read a single word in a sentence - how can you judge the whole book?"

This time the people could not say much, but inside they knew that he was wrong. Twelve beautiful horses had come.

The old man had an only son who started to train the horses. Just a week later he fell from a horse and his legs were broken. The people gathered again,
and again they judged. They said, "Again you proved right! It was a misfortune. Your only son has lost the use of his legs, and in your old age he was
your only support. Now you are poorer than ever."

The old man said, "You are obsessed with judgement. Don't go that far. Say only that my son had broken his legs. Life comes in fragments and more is never
given to you."

It happened that after a few weeks the country went to war, and all the young men of the town were forcibly taken for the military. Only the old man's
son was left because he was crippled. The whole town was crying and weeping, because it was a losing fight and they knew that most of the young people
would never come back. They came to the old man and they said, " You were right, old man - this has proved a blessing. Maybe your son is crippled, but
he is still with you. Our sons are gone forever."

The old man said again, "You go on and on judging. Nobody knows! Only say this, that your sons have been forced to enter the army and my son has not been
forced. But only God, who sees the total picture, knows whether it is a blessing or a misfortune."

Judge not, otherwise you will never become one with the total. With fragments you will be obsessed, with small things you will jump to conclusions. Once
you judge you have stopped growing. Judgement means a stale state of mind. And the mind always wants judgement, because to be in a process is always hazardous
and uncomfortable.

In fact, the journey never ends. One path ends, another begins: one door closes, another opens. You reach a peak; a higher peak is always there. God is
an endless journey. Only those who are so courageous that they don't bother about the goal, but are content with the journey, can be content to just live
in the moment and grow into it; only those are able to walk in the total.

So paano, ubos na ang aking shat at naiidlip na ako.

I have sent this already in your email


Good night and I hope that you will have a bad night mare o I mean a good dream. hahaha